I Am Feeling Sad
I needed you and you abandoned me. All I needed was to know you wanted me, cared about me, needed me. All I got was silence..........I'm playing the fool once again.
31-35, F
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JaneDoe23 · F
Ladies, I am sorry you went through this pain, I did too. I fell into the trap of a narcissist and lost myself. The lies, gaslighting, disrespect...I had no idea what was happening at the time, I thought it was a bout of depression. I begged for help and he refused. Once I got out I realized what had happened, it all became clear. Accepting the truth was one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with but it has helped me to heal. I still have a way to go but I know I'll get there. The Internet has been a great resource for understanding a narcissist but it's also shown me just how many other people have dealt with the same thing. To know so many people have gone through this pain breaks my heart; I wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone. Stay strong, sisters ✊❤
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JaneDoe23 · F
@Temperance: I did too, I spent months hating myself for it. I finally got past that but it seems like in this situation there are so many different layers to get through in order to heal. It's frustrating especially because I'm so impatient. I just try to take it one day at a time, that's all I can do. Be kind to yourself, you didn't deserve what he did to you.
@Justagrrrl23: it has made me feel so crazy and I am mentally ill.
@AnnaKarenina: thanks. I don't think he has trolled me although there have been times I have suspected I was talking to him but he was not wanting me to know it was him but then I am nuts. I haven't seen him for well over a year and a half and am sick of talking about him honestly. Your post just made me think of it all. He is sick and I don't care whay happens to him.
AnnaKarenina · 31-35, F
@Temperance: It just takes time. I'm glad my post was of use to you. If it helps even further, after spending years meditating, writing, and trying to figure out what I wanted from life, I found someone good for me. I am very, very glad I did not end up with the person who left me. He didn't have life aspirations. Didn't seem to have dreams of a better life. He wasn't a dreamer, and now I have a dreamer. I wish you luck and healing energy!
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SoulAsylum · 31-35, M
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