I Am Feeling Sad
I needed you and you abandoned me. All I needed was to know you wanted me, cared about me, needed me. All I got was silence..........I'm playing the fool once again.
31-35, F
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JaneDoe23 · F
Ladies, I am sorry you went through this pain, I did too. I fell into the trap of a narcissist and lost myself. The lies, gaslighting, disrespect...I had no idea what was happening at the time, I thought it was a bout of depression. I begged for help and he refused. Once I got out I realized what had happened, it all became clear. Accepting the truth was one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with but it has helped me to heal. I still have a way to go but I know I'll get there. The Internet has been a great resource for understanding a narcissist but it's also shown me just how many other people have dealt with the same thing. To know so many people have gone through this pain breaks my heart; I wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone. Stay strong, sisters ✊❤
Thank you it helps to hear from other victims striving to be survivors. I feel so down on myself for being duped and refusing to see all the red flags waving in the wind for three years.
JaneDoe23 · F
@Temperance: I did too, I spent months hating myself for it. I finally got past that but it seems like in this situation there are so many different layers to get through in order to heal. It's frustrating especially because I'm so impatient. I just try to take it one day at a time, that's all I can do. Be kind to yourself, you didn't deserve what he did to you.
@Justagrrrl23: it has made me feel so crazy and I am mentally ill.