Do I Really?
I'm in a funny spot in life, as we speak.
Sometimes, I want to finish the fight and reap all the gifts life will bring along this path...and there are many.
Other times, I feel like just getting into my car and disappearing into another life.
I can't complain of what I have, because I have more than what most people are gifted in life. But, it's just not who "I" feel I am meant to be.
Safety with certainty vs alternate life of an unknown,
Some might even argue safe is smart.
Just like your meds, my walk isn't too different.
I had hoped for a defining moment in life to sport this walk yesterday.
Instead, I found myself frustrated with disappointment.
What should be is not happening and I am getting fed up with the greed and nonsense that others bring on to me.
How
Dare
They
if only this world was flat
if only this world was ruled by fairness
if only good comes to us all
Instead
We are challenged to the brink of destruction, and then the world takes a step back and watches how we cope with our challenge.
Instead
This, My, Our world is this spinning rock hurling through space
Ruled by those who know survival at all cost
Good, Bad, Ugly or indifferent...
You either adapt to survive or get eaten by the vultures
We make a God
Because we fear death
Because we need order
We conform because we have safety in numbers
Why are we here?
To survive, to protect our breed...and ensure the next generation takes the next step.
Harsh, it's harsh
and no pretends to care
Win at all costs
because you need to protect yourself first and foremost
I boast a reality that I can only see
I do what can to share
Because we all are here to screw it all up do we can then figure it out.
My two cents of a rant that just happened to be
Sometimes, I want to finish the fight and reap all the gifts life will bring along this path...and there are many.
Other times, I feel like just getting into my car and disappearing into another life.
I can't complain of what I have, because I have more than what most people are gifted in life. But, it's just not who "I" feel I am meant to be.
Safety with certainty vs alternate life of an unknown,
Some might even argue safe is smart.
Just like your meds, my walk isn't too different.
I had hoped for a defining moment in life to sport this walk yesterday.
Instead, I found myself frustrated with disappointment.
What should be is not happening and I am getting fed up with the greed and nonsense that others bring on to me.
How
Dare
They
if only this world was flat
if only this world was ruled by fairness
if only good comes to us all
Instead
We are challenged to the brink of destruction, and then the world takes a step back and watches how we cope with our challenge.
Instead
This, My, Our world is this spinning rock hurling through space
Ruled by those who know survival at all cost
Good, Bad, Ugly or indifferent...
You either adapt to survive or get eaten by the vultures
We make a God
Because we fear death
Because we need order
We conform because we have safety in numbers
Why are we here?
To survive, to protect our breed...and ensure the next generation takes the next step.
Harsh, it's harsh
and no pretends to care
Win at all costs
because you need to protect yourself first and foremost
I boast a reality that I can only see
I do what can to share
Because we all are here to screw it all up do we can then figure it out.
My two cents of a rant that just happened to be
