I'm just a short drive from the mountains. I wanted to find a lovely cliff to throw myself off today. The same way my uncle died, only he didn't do it on purpose.
Years ago, I used to go to this cliff wanting to die. Sometimes I’d stay there for hours not knowing if I should jump. I’m glad I didn’t, and glad you didn’t either.
Welcome back to life... I've heard that every single person who tried who kill themselves and survived somehow, actually regretted it at the very moment they "jumped"... So you were wise, maybe you'd be at the hospital all broken, in pain, paralyzed, disfigured, etc., if you had tried, who knows... Nice to know you're safe and sound... And trust me, I get it, I've been there in a similar situation more times I can count, yet never "jumped"... go figure...