I Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I wrote a poem for him three years ago to pacify my hurting being from his departure. But things just got a little messy when I decided to come back. Yours truly, Trish.

Dear Diary, I went back here not because I'm still hoping that friend is still here but to have a fresh start in the online world with him completely omitted from my online life. Yours truly, Trish.

Dear Diary, today a woman asked me for the way to a place I'm very familiar with, she said that her daughter works there and when I asked, she said that she's walking. I didn't tell her it's 3km away...

Dear Diary, today I almost walked into a truck with my headphones on. You know, where they have traffic lights in this smalltown, beside the car repair place. If I hadn't looked up... 🤪

*waves* I'm having a decent day! Ive gained some amazing knowledge this year and really analyzed myself. Struggling with PMDD and now what I'm recognizing as borderline personality disorder, my whole life is starting to make sense :) I feel like even... See More »

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Im laying in bed. With so much responsibilities and no desire to fulfill them. I took leave from work. I need the money but my emotional and mental health is at an all time low. So maybe I'll op lrack up some debt from my phone and credit cards... See More »

Yay for small victories. Day 19 in my cycle. Although I DID cry and get a little sick this morning it was mild compared to yesterday and mild compared to where I am normally at this point *which would be sobbing uncontrollably in bed for days* but... See More »