I Dear Diary
Im laying in bed.
With so much responsibilities and no desire to fulfill them.
I took leave from work.
I need the money but my emotional and mental health is at an all time low.
So maybe I'll op lrack up some debt from my phone and credit cards until I feel better.
I have an ex that I keep going back to. My ex seems like the right choice when Im feeling like this. We aren't good for each other. We gravitate towards each other when times are tough. It's nice to be miserable with someone. My ex is of hearing and I am not. Losing my hearing was hard. But I've been like this as long as I can remember. I was never interested in anything. Nor did I care. My family members call me lazy and a dead beat I understand why. I rather live my life responsibility free and just do nothing. I have maybe a month or two until my money runs out and I have to go back to work. Hope I get better before then.
With so much responsibilities and no desire to fulfill them.
I took leave from work.
I need the money but my emotional and mental health is at an all time low.
So maybe I'll op lrack up some debt from my phone and credit cards until I feel better.
I have an ex that I keep going back to. My ex seems like the right choice when Im feeling like this. We aren't good for each other. We gravitate towards each other when times are tough. It's nice to be miserable with someone. My ex is of hearing and I am not. Losing my hearing was hard. But I've been like this as long as I can remember. I was never interested in anything. Nor did I care. My family members call me lazy and a dead beat I understand why. I rather live my life responsibility free and just do nothing. I have maybe a month or two until my money runs out and I have to go back to work. Hope I get better before then.
