I Feel I Should Keep My Feelings Hidden

oh god preach. been in your place in the past. don't just bottle it up. but don't explore either. both can hurt you and others. but if you open up to others and they act like that. well then give a big f you to them and have them piss off. they're fake. you don't need that toxic bs.

It doesn't have to be with people, think of ways that suits you to channel your emotions out regularly. I do get looked at as a victim, but that's not what bothers me, it's the bad feeling of guilt/regret that I burdened the other person with my heavy weight drama.

That's a shame. I'm not sure how your emotions can make you sound like you're a victim, but if people are taking you to task on them, I wonder if it's too much, too fast?

Bottling up your emotions is never healthy, like alkim4353 said if anyone gives you grief over them tell them to take hike, you don't need that shit in your life

Urghh people like to put you in a box, because you don't normally open up they're rounding on you because you have. Toxic people get them out of your life.