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I Am a Monster

This person I'm chatting with is pouring their heart and soul to me. Talking how they want to be the best for me, love me unconditionally, give me everything. All I can do is paint pretty words back that have no meaning or substance behind them.

I'm leading this poor soul on. Having them think that we are going to have such a bright loving future when, in reality, I feel nothing for them. I won't say that because I enjoy having someone to talk to for now. When I get bored I'll just stop answering. That's how it usually goes. Selfish and monstrous.

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SW-User

That's fucked up, just be honest and cut them loose now.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@SW-User I'm a messed up person, this should be pretty apparent by now.

SW-User

You have a choice, just because you've been hurt doesn't give you the right to hurt others. The choice is yours.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@SW-User No, it doesn't. It did, however, make me numb too it.

SW-User

You know what your doing though so there is some part of you that cares. You can always chose a different path with this person or anyone you aren't really feeling.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@SW-User Caring and being aware of it being wrong are two different things. If I cared, I wouldn't have let it get this far.

SW-User

@bunnyXbunny Okay knowing it's wrong is enough to stop. Again it's a choice you can make.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@SW-User Only time will tell.