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I Am a Monster

This person I'm chatting with is pouring their heart and soul to me. Talking how they want to be the best for me, love me unconditionally, give me everything. All I can do is paint pretty words back that have no meaning or substance behind them.

I'm leading this poor soul on. Having them think that we are going to have such a bright loving future when, in reality, I feel nothing for them. I won't say that because I enjoy having someone to talk to for now. When I get bored I'll just stop answering. That's how it usually goes. Selfish and monstrous.

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Miram · 31-35, F

You don't seem to be comfortable with it. Either that or you need to push bunch here away.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@Miram I'm not. I know it's wrong and I shouldn't do it. But it always happens. They get hurt, I feel horrible afterward, I become depressed, I seek out new validation. The bloody cycle.

Miram · 31-35, F

@bunnyXbunny there are so many other things you can fuck with. I wonder if this qualifies as an addiction at this point. To be able to see your failures happen before your eyes but never escape them , a past that never leaves you is a curse.

You are taking the heat pretty well.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@Miram No one here will ever be as harsh as I am on myself. Least they can't hurt me.