I Battle With Depression and Anxiety
I want to feel alive again, like my life means something. But I don't really see a reason in life anymore. I feel like I am drowning in darkness, suffocating in depression. My mind is overworking causing me to panic. It feels like the walls of life are closing in, getting ready to crush me. I want to feel something again, but all I feel is numb, lifeless. I just want to sleep, but I can't even do that. I'm sinking into the void of nothingness with no way back up. If I sink any further then I am done for, but maybe that will be a good thing. Maybe I should just let go and quit fighting. Let the darkness swallow me whole. Let the walls close in. Let my mind turn off.