If you had the chance to turn back the hands of time would you still marry your spouse?

@SW-User I think most women feel that way.

@SW-User I don't mean to ignore or take away from the abuse.Yet, this just reinforces for me that even amongst the bad there is often some good in life. I hope there is much more of that good for you now.

@nowic2 Yes, you are absolutely right. They are my joy and what kept/keeps me going. Thank God, I'm now free, and I am enjoying so much more good now. Thank you for your kindness. ☺

@iamnikki That's ok you are forgiven