I Write From The Heart
Today my heart is of stone
My molester as a child had a heart attack today,. I didn't know if I should care if he lives or dies, after all he ruined my life, I forgave him some years back for what he had done. I don't think that means I could just forget about it, after all it haunts me almost every night, and there's things that bring it to mind when I'm awake, a sound, smell or something like that. I guess down deep in the depths of my heart I care about it but I've yet to bring it to the top. I don't feel bad about him suffering though. He is my brother and I should love him, I just can't find it in me at the moment. I guess I'm writing this to get it out of me before I go crazy. Anyways if you read it thank you.
Rick
My molester as a child had a heart attack today,. I didn't know if I should care if he lives or dies, after all he ruined my life, I forgave him some years back for what he had done. I don't think that means I could just forget about it, after all it haunts me almost every night, and there's things that bring it to mind when I'm awake, a sound, smell or something like that. I guess down deep in the depths of my heart I care about it but I've yet to bring it to the top. I don't feel bad about him suffering though. He is my brother and I should love him, I just can't find it in me at the moment. I guess I'm writing this to get it out of me before I go crazy. Anyways if you read it thank you.
Rick
