I Lost Someone To Suicide

Two people in fact one a few weeks ago and the other one just a few minutes ago I'm still in shock but I have failed.I tried so hard to save them but I failed this is why it's hard for me to make friends and keep them on sorry that I failed them like my grandfather I tried so hard and I just 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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F0X0NTHERUN · 26-30, F

I'm so deeply sorry for your loss - I know the pain. 💖

This is not your fault, and please do not burden yourself with the weight of being a saviour. A person who is suicidal will feel that way even with beauty and kindness surrounding them plenty. It is an illness, and there's is no fault. It is clear you are loving, caring, and compassionate towards and your friends; and that is such a treasured trait to have! I know that it's a pain unlike any other to lose someone this way, and that it's easy to blame yourself, or ask what you could have done and why you did not do it - but it isn't right. And your loved ones who are no longer on this plane of existence never wanted to cause this pain and hurt in you.