Sudden urge and anxiety to reach out to him and beg him to change his mind.Beg him to come back. I am so pathetic. I am an idiot. I don't have any sense. I have lost in so many ways. I am losing my mind right now. I cannot go on like this. I am going to explode. I want to unalive me. I won't unalive me. But how do I... See More »
Every time he crosses my mind I want to shake himMaybe he will snap out of it. Maybe it is just a bad dream for both of us. Maybe if we were not long distance none of this would happen and we would be happy.
Sometimes my own mind feels like the hardest place to be.It’s not always kind, and I can’t tell if it’s my gut speaking or just noise. Feeling lost in the space between. How often do you listen to your gut feeling?
why does my mind do this shit to me -_-just 'voicing it' feel free to ignore me its usual for me anyway
