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"I'm just see through faded, super jaded, out of my mind."

Heaven Beside You is a song by Alice in Chains. When I found EP all those years ago I identified with this song in a big way laying next to my husband in bed at night. I would lay there for hours, struggling with trying to find another way, perhaps a different way, something I hadn't thought of, hadn't tried, hadn't begged for. Something, anything, that would fix this mess of a marriage. I would lay there, and quietly cry out of frustration and hurt and helplessness.

I have been divorced now for many years, but I will always love this song. It still speaks to me, but now more from a place of strength than of weakness.

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SimplyK · 61-69, M
@Heaven...night after night, weeks and months slowly slipping by but the years passing so quickly....

It's over now, I look at it now as a lesson....I will not be with anybody going forward who makes me unhappy, who makes it a challenge to enjoy life....I would much rather be alone...