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"I'm just see through faded, super jaded, out of my mind."

Heaven Beside You is a song by Alice in Chains. When I found EP all those years ago I identified with this song in a big way laying next to my husband in bed at night. I would lay there for hours, struggling with trying to find another way, perhaps a different way, something I hadn't thought of, hadn't tried, hadn't begged for. Something, anything, that would fix this mess of a marriage. I would lay there, and quietly cry out of frustration and hurt and helplessness.

I have been divorced now for many years, but I will always love this song. It still speaks to me, but now more from a place of strength than of weakness.

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rjc36 · 61-69, M
I am glad to hear that you have gone through the worst of times and came out stronger on the other side. Always look for the good and keep it with you.
HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F
I wasn't really looking, but the good found me, and I'm keeping him. 😉@rjc36