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I Want to Know the Story Behind Your Username

"I'm just see through faded, super jaded, out of my mind."

Heaven Beside You is a song by Alice in Chains. When I found EP all those years ago I identified with this song in a big way laying next to my husband in bed at night. I would lay there for hours, struggling with trying to find another way, perhaps a different way, something I hadn't thought of, hadn't tried, hadn't begged for. Something, anything, that would fix this mess of a marriage. I would lay there, and quietly cry out of frustration and hurt and helplessness.

I have been divorced now for many years, but I will always love this song. It still speaks to me, but now more from a place of strength than of weakness.

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Subsumedpat · 36-40, M
It kind of speaks to the level I have fallen for submission.
HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F
I don’t know. I’m not a sub. 🤷‍♀️@Subsumedpat
Subsumedpat · 36-40, M
@HeavenBesideYou I am well not normally but I have certain weakness for it and can fall right into it.
HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F
@Subsumedpat I can play both ways, with my guy, but not as a lifestyle.
Subsumedpat · 36-40, M
@HeavenBesideYou I can understand that, I role play a lot but would not want to do it all the time. Fetish puts me there though till I am let out.