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I Want to Know the Story Behind Your Username

"I'm just see through faded, super jaded, out of my mind."

Heaven Beside You is a song by Alice in Chains. When I found EP all those years ago I identified with this song in a big way laying next to my husband in bed at night. I would lay there for hours, struggling with trying to find another way, perhaps a different way, something I hadn't thought of, hadn't tried, hadn't begged for. Something, anything, that would fix this mess of a marriage. I would lay there, and quietly cry out of frustration and hurt and helplessness.

I have been divorced now for many years, but I will always love this song. It still speaks to me, but now more from a place of strength than of weakness.

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antonioio · 70-79, M

You have a beautiful user name.also you must be a very romantic person
Mine is simple, my name is Tony and I put a bit of Italian to it.

HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F

@antonioio I am a very romantic person, when there’s someone that interests me romantically.

antonioio · 70-79, M

The name@HeavenBesideYou would make any romantic heart jump and take notice 😊

HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F

@antonioio The song is actually pretty dark, or it has been for me, in the past.

antonioio · 70-79, M

@HeavenBesideYou well my past was also very dark
The day I stopped blaming other's and had a good look at my self with the help of friends
I got my life back and I'm at peace myself

HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F

@antonioio I know that feeling well, and it’s a beautiful place to be. ☮️

antonioio · 70-79, M

@HeavenBesideYou I was thinking that from your posts 🤗

HeavenBesideYou · 56-60, F

@antonioio I lived in hell for many years. Not going back there ever, and you don’t either, ok? *hugs*

antonioio · 70-79, M

@HeavenBesideYou you can be certain I won't
Would it be ok to message you from time to time and vice vice versa
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