I Have Relationship Issues

So I’ve been currently dating this amazing man for 6 months and I’ve noticed lately I’m still paranoid about everything that went down between my ex husband and I happening with me and my boyfriend. It caused some major issues tonight and he’s trying to process things. We aren’t speaking much and I can’t sleep at all even though it’s after 3 in the morning. I honestly don’t know what to do right now. Part of me says just prepare for the worst. I’ll be fine on my own. Always have been and always will. Just highly emotional right now and I’m trying to give him space.

On top of this is my health. I have to see a breast specialist next month for some issues... things are just fantastic right now lemme tell ya.