I Am Hurting

And we argue a lot. Like almost every single day. I'm getting tired of this relationship. I put all my might to keep it working. I'm so tired emotionally and physically. Do i have to get through this? I want to ask him what happened to those promises he told me. A million times i choose him even if it hurts like hell. I choose him everyday because i love him. But my heart can't just take it anymore. I don't deserve this kind of treatment.