I Am Frustrated

I'm frustrated. I had put in to work as a gogo dancer at a gay bar because I used to do that a long time ago. Denied. Why? I can still do the job. I can shake it better than half those guys. I'm annoyed because I'm running out of things I can actually do. I can't seem to get into any salon anywhere, which sucks. They either aren't looking for anyone or don't want me despite having decades of experience. I'm not qualified to do a ton of things besides hair, shaking my ass or selling it. My short list is getting shorter. I'm glad at least I have a place to stay now. Granted it's a couch at a friends place but I'll take it as long as I'm welcomed. Trying to get off the couch but I can't because nobody wants me and I don't know why. I'm just getting angry and defeated all over again.