I'm up to my eye balls with this job and this life...I feel like screaming
I'm tired of this sh*t. What good is all the money I earn if I can't enjoy it or life. With anhedonia I have no desire to purchase anything.
Sure it's good to have a cushion but life is meant to be enjoyed not survive and save for a rainy day.
Working like a dog, day in and day out for no enjoyment. Monotony.
Come home can't even enjoy a good TV show at the very least.
Only things that give me pleasure are booze and masturbation but f*ck that, I quit that sh*t ages ago and will continue abstain from it.
Hell I don't even ask much from life. Just to be able to come home from work and be thoroughly entertained with some good TV and movies but apparently that's too much.
Sure it's good to have a cushion but life is meant to be enjoyed not survive and save for a rainy day.
Working like a dog, day in and day out for no enjoyment. Monotony.
Come home can't even enjoy a good TV show at the very least.
Only things that give me pleasure are booze and masturbation but f*ck that, I quit that sh*t ages ago and will continue abstain from it.
Hell I don't even ask much from life. Just to be able to come home from work and be thoroughly entertained with some good TV and movies but apparently that's too much.
