I got home after work and fell asleep as soon as I sat down

Then woke up to my heart racing.

It is never good for me to wake an hour or two after drifting off. It needs be at least 4 hours after. Otherwise my brain lacks all inhibitions, I get stuck in semi sleep state. Mumble nonsense. Do crazy things. My vocabulary is all mixed up and senseless. I am doing fine here, it doesn't mean I can do it consistently. I am very tired.

I think I am going back to sleep as soon as my siblings respond to the message. And maybe not go to work tomorrow. Maybe I should pause a little.

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Moh1992 · 31-35, M

I hope you good sleep 🤗😔. I think the worst thing is insomnia. I use prescribed medication to put me to sleep after coming back after 18 hour shift . Then I found that it is addicted lol 😕
I use it less frequently now with a very low dose .

SUPERVlXEN · F

I always wake up confused if I sleep in the middle of the day, not being sure what time it is, is it morning or night, is it still same day or is already next day and lately all mixed up with very weird dreams.

Miram · 31-35, F

@SUPERVlXEN it is very uncomfortable, isn't it. And can't be scary when alone because there is no one to help you piece the pieces together

SUPERVlXEN · F

@Miram
It's a strange feeling and uncomfortable, yes.

Miram · 31-35, F

Someone is shadow banned. I can't see what you commented whoever you are

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Miram · 31-35, F

@BlueVeins they hid both their comment and heart. I wonder why this was done and who they are. I don't like not knowing

BlueVeins · 22-25

@Miram Probably someone super bad, given this website's standard of conduct. Like Hitler and Grandpa Joe combined.

Miram · 31-35, F

@BlueVeins No, sadly. I have seen cases of people who were shadow banned for personal insults nothing more. It was silly

EBSVC · 36-40, T

You should pause a little, I always say that

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