The goddam road I should take to finally arrive to work/home

I live 4 hours away from my workplace and I need to take the train at 6 o’clock like a dog and come back to my house late at night.
I am just looking at my life and wondering hiw did it turn so shitty for me? It’s nonsense
😭 and above all of that I will have to work with assholes who don’t know how much does it take for me to show up and be there.