Vibration Station

It’s hard to keep a high vibration when you’re aware that everything you have now could be gone in the instant of not having a job without having money saved. This fear can keep you hostage in a job or situation you hate. Especially when you can barely make ends meet as it is and theoretically already have one of the best jobs. This fear can cripple you from seeing and enjoying the great things you do have. Because of this, it can make you depressed. If you can’t experience your joy, you can’t be joyful. So how do you leave one situation for a better one during a time where good paying jobs are limited? I’m not sure. It makes me wonder how anyone who seemingly does well, does well. Maybe nobody actually is doing it on their own? Maybe we are all secretly suffering in silence?… I’m slipping mentally into a rut and I don’t want to slip, bc if I get in that rut it’s going to definitely lower my vibration and I won’t be attracting abundance and I’m gonna lose all I got anyway; not much better than actually losing it all and then feeling shitty. You see: you feel shitty and what you got has no value; lose all your valuables and you feel shitty…. Well I’m fearful of both. My job situation sucks. I want to be better, all around, but I don’t know how to get there from here. With each day that passes and I’m still in the same spot, I feel more concerned, and that concern gets harder to ignore… I’m throwing my resume all around town. Some places say they can’t afford me. If they can’t afford me then how the heck are their current employees surviving!? I don’t ask for more than a minimum amount to get by. Meanwhile, Others don’t get back to me at all. Some say they’ll consider me but never get back…. I’ve been positive but I’m starting to slip…😓. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am and I don’t need some dumb boss to ruin this for me. I need a new boss. I need more hours. I’m scared…. I just want to live a good life!! Doesn’t have to be one of the greats! Just a good regular life!!!