I Am Trying to Lose Weight

I'm absolutely disgusted with myself to the point I can't even look into a mirror without hating every inch of my skin... Everything people has said to me has stuck... Even if it wasn't meant to be an insult... Just a joke... I take super personally... So far I've lose 10 lbs. but I wanna lose another 10 as fast as possible but I don't really know how because my parents force me to eat and I don't want them thinking I have an eating disorder or something...