I Want to Lose Weight

I have lost 25lbs so far... And I still feel like a whale!!

Anytime I eat something unhealthy, I hate myself!!!

I'm fat, I'm ugly... I don't wanna be fat anymore..

I used to wear XL and L ... Now medium and sometimes Small.. People have told me how good I look after my weight loss... but that isn't satisfying!!! I envy skinny girls. They are so beautiful... So delicate..

I'm not. Eeeeeeh!

I wanna lose 30lbs more!!

Water! Water!! Water!! Water is my meal replacement and gym!! Eating terrifies me! One meal a day and no more than 700calories if I absolutely need to eat. Like when my parents are around.

When I told my therapist about this, she said 'I'm sorry but I won't help you if you don't eat properly'...

WHY DO YOU THINK IM HERE???

I hate her and no longer see her.
Anyways, I'm in no danger at all, so no stress.