my dreams las night were so lameeeee fuck mind control glad i woke up.... found a cool vid on youtube about disclosure
i miss my german friend rutger i always called him root, we would always talk on the phone about aliens he is the only person in the world i could actually talk to without filters and he would get it all ... i would always keep everthing to myself cus i know no one would believe but then he appared in my life and forced me to talk about all of this things he did believed in too and felt so healing but at the same time.... our bond was so powerful it sent us to the upsidedown it scared him enough to turn him muslim... i really miss him but something dosnt want us to talk anymore he used to turn me into an oracle he would ask anything and id channel the answeres i ddint even know about but the truth would just come thru me and we would be like wow alot of secrets came thru,, was so fun until i got posessed, he was creating a website to post ufos sightings and i was helping him upoload some videos and stuff into it it was almost ready like 99 % but he canceled it when he turnt muslim ...... cus he wanted nothing to do anymore with aliens,., he tried to pull me into islam with him and got angry at me for going choosing my own way ... so we dont talk anymore. at one point he got posesseed too and both entities were talking thru us to each other making war around us was really strange. hope he is ok wherever hes at now. we really wanted to meet in person and go to some hiphop concerts together but he dosnt even like hiphop anymore guess they stole his soul from him or something like that : ( maybe i can revive him like isis did with osiris ? 🐈⬛. This one’s are called dracis 🦇 after Dracula that’s why I buy them
supposed to be fangs[media=https://youtu.be/RCVe8rM-qw0] this is a new album just came out
. I’m really sad that it’s raining and can’t go hike (almost done blocking all the lesbian temu clones) idk what else to do guess ill play guitar but im not in the mood i had black tea and green tea today maybe ill write root a song. i always planned to be writer since high school thats how i got to sw to share poetry sylvia plath was my inspiration, l o l ....abook of poetry and a fantasy saga but now im into Science fiction ...feels like it all writes itself thru me into a real life movie sometimes, im not interested in sharing anything with the world anymore, aslong as it all stays in my soul archives and god and the angels read me, i rarely even write the poetry that comes thru my voice i just spell it like a prayer into thin air and hope angels write it all down for god to read someday when i die and maybe that will give me access into heaven, i never record my songs and music either i just play for ghosts , and it feels so pure Should we go to Starbucks is the question [media=https://youtu.be/N5OX-wlsfzA]
