Smoking a joint, listening to the rain,

@Littlewing I don’t have any support. My family passed away and I’ve been through too much alone, it’s starting to mess with my head. Unfortunately instead of anyone sticking around, they can’t deal with my pain like I can, so they avoid me. All I see is that my son and I don’t matter. I take him to therapy but it breaks my heart because he’s an honest, well traveled little dude, but nobody will be his friend in school. 🤷🏼‍♀️ I’ve been kind and caring and far less than perfect but I’d say still trying my best, everyday, like hell to make life fun for us. It hasn’t mattered much. I’m tired, so completely tired, but can’t stop, there’s no one to pick up the slack, to help, nothing.