I tried to take a break from SW and weed for a week and made it two days 😂

I’ll keep trying, but it seems I need [i]something[/i] to cope with life rn. There’s no way out, just through and I have actual nothing in my life that even resembles support except SW and weed.

I can still cut back, I know I’ll make it through, but I can only take so much of the way life is at this time. Other issues were coming and I don’t have time to give a shit about me rn. I feel sad this is my best option, but I can’t keep going back to self harm. At least not that.