I tried to take a break from SW and weed for a week and made it two days 😂

I’ll keep trying, but it seems I need [i]something[/i] to cope with life rn. There’s no way out, just through and I have actual nothing in my life that even resembles support except SW and weed.

I can still cut back, I know I’ll make it through, but I can only take so much of the way life is at this time. Other issues were coming and I don’t have time to give a shit about me rn. I feel sad this is my best option, but I can’t keep going back to self harm. At least not that.

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GLITTER · 36-40, F

I stopped smoking weed for like 4 days and I could not believe how on it I felt for those days

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@GLITTER what did you mean by on it?

I was good but today I woke up fighting mad 😆

GLITTER · 36-40, F

@AlchemyFox I smoke a lot so I’m always in this little floaty state! But like my mind was clearer, I was snappy (in a good way), I could recall things that had happened 3 mins ago when usually my short term memory is pretty bad lol. I don’t know if it was because I wasn’t smoking that I felt like that or because my mind knew I wasn’t smoking so it had programmed itself to think I’m not stoned therefore more aware of things. Either way it was random and I was happy to have a smoke again. Lol also for those few days I didn’t feel half as hungry as I usually do, even the Missus was like do you not want any snacks or cake and I was like nahhh I’m not hungry 😂

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