I hate being cold at this time of year
It is May 15th here in the northern hemisphere and today was about 60 degrees. It’s late spring and it’s still freezing. I’m sick of having to wear my winter attire and bundle up to keep out the cold. It should be no less than 80-85 degrees everyday by now. And nights and mornings should be no less than 55-60 degrees everyday. 50s and 60s during the afternoon and nights and mornings in the 40s. That’s my ideal winter. Even lows in the 30s in the winter is fine. But it is not winter. We are four to five weeks away from summer and it’s still frigid. People walk around here in light sweatshirts and pants and shorts t shirts and I’m just thinking what the hell is wrong with these people? I know that’s mean to say. They dress like it’s the summer heat wave like it’s 90 degrees outside. And then I sometimes get looked at funny because I’m bundled up with freezing weather dressing because to me 50, 60, 70 degrees is tolerably cold. Same thing in September it gets cold too quickly early fall should not be freezing. And we are getting like three days of 80s and other days of lower to mid 70s. Come on…. And then after 85 degree days it’s cold again what the fuck? I hate New England weather. I would rather be in warmer southwest USA. But because of my mental health conditions I have things tying me down here. And don’t get me started on freak cold snaps during the summer with days that are like 60 or 70. It makes me so mad that even in June I have to dress like it’s winter. And my parents are up my ass about my clothing instead of just leaving me alone about it. Idiotic questions, rude insults( saying I look like a clown, buffoon because of how I am dressed.) and obnoxious criticism and comments. Even my therapist said I overdress for the season in comparison. To what the norm around here is when I complained about my parents and peoples idiotic reactions. Hello Donna it’s fucking cold outside! She said I’m a grown woman and I can do whatever I want and I told her there is nothing wrong with the way I dress. She said that’s not what she said or meant. My psychiatrist mentioned it before because my parents brought it up and are “concerned” and the doctor thinks it’s in my head. That my body is warm but my brain doesn’t register it because of the schizophrenia and so to me it seems like it’s cold when it’s not. Fuck you Josh Godwin Donna’s Myers and my parents on this issue. It should not be an issue at all. And my grandparents better keep quiet about this subject and I’m sick of being teased by my grandpa that I am in going to Alaska when he sees how I am dressed. It’s not amusing. It’s very aggravating. Clothing is a huge issue in my life and it should not be. I should be wearing mid season attire now not full fledged winter attire but. Because it’s still so cold I wear winter attire and if it were up to me the heat would be on 75 degrees in the house and I still use a portable heater when I shower to keep the bathroom warm. I use an electric fireplace heater in the kitchen downstairs to keep. The draft out. It’s ridiculous…..

