after knowing about my illnessinstead of becoming weak i became more and ever powerful mentally , now i enjoy things more i believe in my god and myself
CPR & AED trainingJust got done with it!!! & I passed!!!!!!! :3 I'm gonna get my certificate sometime this week!! so glad to get that done with lol.
tired very very tiredlife has been hard, the only good thing is my apt. and children. There iare days i feel so helpless and want to just rot away. My son deserves more my daughter deserves more. i am unhealed and truamatized.I wake up so angry because my sons dad is so... (...)
Partner tried hanging out with another woman?It feels pointless to post about this; I'm tired of arguing and attempting to clarify by already clear boundaries. Yesterday, I found a message he sent to another woman he went on a date with, many years ago. He claims that he was inviting her to... (...)
I am having a productive dayWent through some things I no longer need and now the back of my car is full of stuff ready to go for donation, feels good! ☺
Just dropping in yall🌻💛To shower yall with some loves and hugs hope yalls Monday aint been too rough unless thats the way yall like it 😂💛🌻🫂
First day of vacationI'm cleaning out closests and donating all of it to a Native American reservation in South Dakota. It is one of the poorest counties, if not THE poorest, in the country. They are in need of winter clothing.... I send them winter clothing and warm... (...)
Honestly why am I like this‼I have such an overwhelming need for everything I know to have a deeper meaning to the point I’ll literally Psychoanalyse the people around me and in the media I consume. I desire so badly to have a meaning that I find a meaning within every thing... (...)
Why is my perspective on life so different than other peoples?Supernatural healings, Hearing Angels singing, cat's talking??? Like seriously??? I know I have schizoaffective disorder but these are my real life experiences, like nobody else's....I am so different I don't know what to do with myself...Should I... (...)
Public Figures? All I see here are posts about Donald Trump!Why is everyone here talking about Donald Trump, as though he's the only person of importance right now on planet Earth? I'll be so happy when the sham US election is over. Maybe then we'll finally get some relief from all this crap about the... (...)
Holy moly... I almost forgot I had this account!I am an EP veteran, joined SW in the first month of its creation (I remember I was thrilled when a member I kept in touch with from EP told me about this website).... and then I lost this account and made another (in 2018). And completely forgot... (...)
I’m an emotional eaterI have an addiction to food and I use it to cope with being depressed and also to cope with trauma. Today I have eaten all day in bed with snacks next to my bed. I put on 4 pounds
Need to VentI just got yelled at by my mom and I don't understand why. For some context Im the middle child and Im currently looking for a job because I didn't want to attend university like my older sister did. Im still living with my mother and siblings. So... (...)
I worry too muchAbout people liking me. I've done that for my entire life. It's exhausting. I've tried not to care, but my mind drifts back to, will they like me if I do or say that? Its almost an addiction that I can't stop.
What should I do?My boyfriend and I have been together for just over five years, and we’re both 33. We first lived in Germany, but as a U.S. citizen and a doctor, I wanted to return to the U.S. to practice. He had always wanted to pursue an MBA, so I encouraged him t... (...)
am i wrong for being upset over this??the guy i had vented abt before came back to me, we were doing really good these last 12 almost 14 days (two weeks) n js today he told me that 4 days ago he accidentally kissed his new female friend. so i had asked him if he could stop being friends... (...)
My mother in law called me To tell me her Husband is gone on a fishing trip and will be gone for 3-4 days, she was so ecstatic she invited me for lunch. I know what she really means.
What are you up to today? Went grocery shopping in the morning and then been trying on new stuff I bought yesterday. The real question is why can’t my skin look like this all the time?😩