Just got home from more gmaw timeThis time we spent 6h at the hospital to make sure she doesn't have a blood clot in her leg. 3 of those hours were just waiting for the blood test results 🙄 Turns out it's "just" an infection, so she got antibiotics. Now I have one hour to catch my... (...)
How to practice dharma everydayDHARMA PRACTICE IN DAILY LIFE 1. Abide with authenticity and integrity. Be willing to say to YES to develop what matters, say NO to what is harmful, take risks and be adventurous. 2. Cultivate daily acts of love/kindness, compassion, appreciative... (...)
Back to normalWell I enjoyed an appointment free day yesterday but today is back to normal I have therapy today and I turned in my heart monitor and they want to go over the results. Joel is coming with me because I'm not good at these things. So I want to... (...)
Doctor's appointment could of been betterSo after looking over the last 2 test I've done my doctor wasn't happy. My heart rate is still high. He's upping my heart medication and adding another dose during the day. He's also added a fast acting PRN for me to take when I need it. We're... (...)
Great way to start the dayOur oldest boy woke up very early again. I got him ready for the day and helped him with breakfast. He was playing his game and he kept looking at me. I could tell he was waiting for me to start pacing so I did. And he started following me.... (...)
Grandma's 75 birthday dinner partyI am about to freak out. Got a email from one of Joel's cousins saying they are planning a surprise birthday party for Grandma. They are waiting it to be a a very fancy restaurant and a black tie affair. I don't know what to do. I can barely... (...)
At time's I just love my jobI am a stripper at a bar. this one man he comes to the bar and he all was ask for me for some odd reason. He spends $500 so I take him to my old apartment that is out back of the bar. We use it for like a second private room. He all was ask me to... (...)
I've gained something valuable from my ice cream escapadesI've gained something valuable from my ice cream escapades - having the correct global refrigeration equipment supplier can completely bring your dessert to the next level! Last summer when I was constructing my little home-made ice cream shoppe, I... (...)
Its not supposed to be this wayLife..loneliness creeps in. Not one person whom i can depend. Stripped bare from the agony of defeat, yet when tears fall, my pillow is all i meet. I push forward, functioning depression. I keep striving for perfection. I lack reasons, no forward... (...)
It's time to wander the outside world.Confucius (551 BCE - 479 BCE) was a Chinese philosopher of the Spring and Autumn period. He gives us "Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated." I'll see you later, though I may not announce my return. I may just sneak in.... (...)
It starts off innocently enough.Then before you know it, what began as a casual conversation at social settings ends up a complete waste of time. You're never going to be compensated for it. You walked away empty handed and your soul asking 'what just happened?' You know people... (...)
Loveless and aloneI am honestly a lover girl but I get too attached then eventually I get left and my heart is broken. I have anxiety issues and I overthink so I don’t know how to be alone
Are you a forgiving person?I am to a extent. But if they don't want to be forgiven and just think about themselves like most people, then I'm not.
This scared me what happened??Very scary my 2 daughters went to bed hours ago I'm up late so i heard noise in the hallway so basically the 14 year old just came in the sitting room then she asked me where her sister was Basically my heart sunk and I ran to the room to find she is... (...)
That’s connectionI could recognize him By touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world. An excerpt from a book I’m reading. The Song of Achilles.
Lang nuancesi was today surprised to discover consume is supposed to apaprently refer to using stuff completely. its what i read in a vocab . But it's often not used in this context! "car consumes a lot of gas", "we consume too much sugar" , "An open container... (...)
Cat jumping across buildings! Very impressive 😮 I always wondered how does that small brain compute the shortest path that fast?!?!?! And how does it store all those pathways... I mean I can't remember a 2D map. A cat moves in way more in the third dimension... If not 4th. God's perfect creation.... (...)
Take notice as this should concern everyone seeing it! In 2016, in Iraq, teenager Ayham Hussein was arrested by jihadists while listening to Western music in his father's grocery store. He was tried by the Sharia court, which sentenced him to execution. The teenager was beheaded in public before his body... (...)
The feeling when you're an adult living on their ownAnd it might be something like a flu or a cold, but you feel weak, cold and a bit vulnerable and you know it's only you you can rely on. I think the hardest thing about being a single adult is wanting to feel safe or to have someone to hold or... (...)
Past hurt relationshipsHave you ever been cheated on by a spouse and never been able to recover from that. Like if you ever found someone you actually liked after the divorce did that pain keep you from committing??
Sanger Award for DemocratsMargaret Sanger is a folk hero to the Democrat party. Secretary of State Hillary Clinton accepted Planned Parenthood’s Margaret Sanger Award, named after the founder of the American Birth Control League, which changed its name to Planned... (...)
SW Mystery SolvedI remember, long ago, searching for something or other online and stumbling upon the original incarnation of the Experience Project. Back then, every group was of the form "I want to.....". The idea was to set a goal and then work to attain that... (...)
So over everythingIm a stay at home mom. I homeschool my two teenagers. A husband that’s practically a stranger honestly we are so different now and I’m not even sure we know each other anymore. But really who am I kidding.. I’m not even sure I know who I am anymore.... (...)
Oh no you blocked meSo you are going to block me because you say I need to discipline my medically fragile special needs son who has severe anxiety and fear over going to doctors and that he's still struggling to understand why he needs to wear the AFO'S and walk in... (...)
Do you still believe in love ?As I sit down to write this post, my heart overflows with emotions that are difficult to put into words. You may wonder why I am writing this post to someone I have never met before. But I know in my heart that you exist, somewhere out there in this... (...)