Possible trigger. For those with trauma .....Have you ever come out of shock unable to speak and type as well as you once did ? You can write fine and think fine. You are just short with words and quiet? I hate it so much. I can't trust anyone and I can't make any friends anymore. I'm just... (...)
Life on medicationIts no fun living a life where you need daily medication to survive/cope/handle the stresses of the day. Anyone who has to take meds on a day to day basis has my sympathy. Im on 4 different tablets each day. Sertraline 100mg (anti-depressant) ,... (...)
I'm calling a halt to my numbered music postsI shall be indeed listening to music while I read and have the finest films in my collection playing but to share every single thing here is neurotic and to follow a strict programme is against the spirit of things, at times i'll need something that... (...)
Driving home after work...the smell of the deli rotisserie chicken and loaf of fresh french bread is distracting me to the point I'm going to wreck or get a ticket 😵💫 I'm gonna turn into an animal
In a rare move of actual competenceThe South Carolina legislature passed a bill yesterday to consolidate three of my states SIX separate public health departments into one. DMH, DDSN, and DAODAS will be rolled into one department meaning mental health, disabilities, and addiction... (...)
Well, I am cutting my sister out of my life finally.I love her but I am done with how she treats me. I ask for support and she lectures me and tells me I shouldn’t do things or she doesn’t support me when I’m happy. She only looks out for herself. I’m just done with it. I think she faked empathy and... (...)
Who are the Oligarchs?Democrats are on a tear throwing out accusations of a Republican Oligarchy. Do they not realize that of the top 10 billionaires in the U.S. only Musk is no longer a Democrat? So are the other 9 the Oligarchs? They have had much more power than... (...)
I wish I could turn back time🥺I wish life was on different track it seems like I ruined my life and I am ruining it from 2022 and it seems I will always have the baggage of mistakes I made I wish I could turn back time
One of clients here for clinic day (every Wednesday)He is such a mess and so fun When he’s on his meds at least he is the friendliest funniest people he’s so sweet and gregarious He was worried because a few days ago he was siphoning gas from one lawnmower to another and swallowed some and was... (...)
Do you want to run away with me?We can live half wild. Grow our own food. Dance around fire. Laugh and screw while the stars spin around us. I don't fit in the "real world" and I don't want to anymore. Could you do it? Could you give up your bubble to go be free?
Unconditional loveI'm having a trauma response to losing someone again, but that doesn't make them responsible in the slightest. I know the past few years have been really hard and I couldn't come out of it the same. I don't like some of the ways I've had to get by,... (...)
My boss is evil, I need to vent.... My boss has been putting myself and another coworker in constant comparison to one another. He has made it competitive to the point their is now animosity and dislike between us. He literally places our work side by side to display . It's... (...)
I can't keep trying with people who don't try back.In some twisted way I'm addicted to unavailability. I think it goes back to my childhood and needing to earn love and approval. I still act out the insecurity, even though I don't believe in it at all, even though I know better. I've lost people... (...)
I feel like I'm living a nightmareI am currently living as a single mum. My mother has been helping me out by walking the dog 1st thing in the morning. I then do the afternoon and we alternate the evening walks, as she has been mentioning that this is really tiring her out. This... (...)
Feeling lost at 40.😢Here I am, on my 40's, but I still don't know what do in the future. I feel stuck. I have a 15 year old daughter with a roller coaster emotion. I just don't know what to do next? My current job right now, is not giving me self worth.
Ive never met my fatherHe probably doesnt even know i exist. I dont refer to him as 'dad' or 'father'. I refer to him as the sperm donor. Sometimes im jealous of my sister and the relationship she has with her dad. They talk , they laugh , they share things. I shouldnt... (...)
Is the US turning into a fascist country?Or at least it's government. Some observations include: - Language around invading/seizing control of Greenland - Direct/indirect undertones of threat towards Canada - Disdainful attitudes from its members regarding the UK and the EU, and a... (...)