I Want a Vacation

I want a vacation after my parents die. Right now I am sick of everything that has to deal with them. It may sybd cruel but I have takem care of them all of my life, missed a childhood, now they are old and dying and need care.

Nursing homes are not an option nor is a nurse so its me. I hate a d at times I hate them. Enough is enough already.

You dont know how this feels until you have to deal with it.

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ChocolateSauce · 46-50, F

Update:

My father is once again in S-ICU because his sugar level is an 800. He has a bad infection in his catheter and 102 fever. He cannot walk and barely talk.

My mother can't cope and had a nervous breakdown and is in a different hospital in a different town 20 mins away.

Some people thought what I said was cruel but what do you think about my situation? Anybody willing to help?