I Want a Vacation

I want a vacation after my parents die. Right now I am sick of everything that has to deal with them. It may sybd cruel but I have takem care of them all of my life, missed a childhood, now they are old and dying and need care.

Nursing homes are not an option nor is a nurse so its me. I hate a d at times I hate them. Enough is enough already.

You dont know how this feels until you have to deal with it.