I hope it gets better for you, but don't be afraid to look for professional help, when you're having trouble telling reality and dream apart. It's hard for anyone to really get a grasp of that online, too.
@TryingToSurvive: Okay, that's good to hear, was wondering if that was the case, though sounds like you don't know what's really going on anyway. And hey, SW may not always be best for that ;)
