Succubus called!

I have this ex-gf i named her succubus. She drained me emotionally when we were together for 4-5 months only. There was a period of 3 months she lied she was pregnant for whatever reasons i dont understand. I didnt keep her number or anything that reminds me. I must confess that leaving her made me sick also because i was always drawn by some force to try are find her. So thats why i got rid of evrything that might tempt me to try and get back. To mys surprise she called in yesterday (after one year three months). I didnt know the number so i just picked. After i knew it was her i dont know what happened because something was pushing me to be nice to her so that we may have long conversation. I guess it was the bad angels that dont want me to progress. Anyway we talked and she asked me to call her back. I called her and we talked but after i hung up, that guilty feeling of why i behaved lovingly hit me. I felt stupid like what i have achieved after years of avoiding her have gone to the wind. Once again she sucked all my energy and i remained with low self esteem. Shes like succubus, when she wants to feed on me she just catches me unawares and i loose my emotional balance for days.