Why do some people feel disappointed with the conservative agenda despite voting for it, especially regarding issues like wealth and privilege?

Does a heart that has been hardened by years of betrayal ever truly become soft again?
Besides K-pop, which other music genres are effectively addressing mental health topics, and how do they compare?
I experience severe anxiety about leaving the house. What do you think I should do? I’ve already seen a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but it didn't help.