Do you feel invincible?
At what point did you stop feeling invincible? Sometimes, I feel invincible
A cool, calm confidence washes over me.
Nothing can stop me. The world is mine. I own this world.
I absorb all of my separate selves; the anxious weirdo, the self-critic, the depressed loser, the past-fixated regret-filled analyst. my doubts have been silenced.
I am complete. In stark contrast with almost every other moment in my life, I am now in control. What moment made you feel absolutely invincible? How do you deal with feeling invincible?
I can't take pills. Everyone tells me ill feel better but...
I like the high. When I'm feeling good I feel very good. Nothing can hurt me. I walk through life unscathed. I can have anyone tell me anything and I can deal with it. I'm a superhero when I'm up.
It makes the crashing down worth it. The depression where I lay in bed and don't eat and don't sleep and tell my friends Im too busy to hang out and hurt myself and lay there and die slowly, not feeling attached to anything, not caring enough to do anything.
But my friends know. My family knows. They want me to stop because the lows get lower and the high has peaked. They want me to take pills and stabilize and be fine. But my highs feel too good to be worth it.
A cool, calm confidence washes over me.
Nothing can stop me. The world is mine. I own this world.
I absorb all of my separate selves; the anxious weirdo, the self-critic, the depressed loser, the past-fixated regret-filled analyst. my doubts have been silenced.
I am complete. In stark contrast with almost every other moment in my life, I am now in control. What moment made you feel absolutely invincible? How do you deal with feeling invincible?
I can't take pills. Everyone tells me ill feel better but...
I like the high. When I'm feeling good I feel very good. Nothing can hurt me. I walk through life unscathed. I can have anyone tell me anything and I can deal with it. I'm a superhero when I'm up.
It makes the crashing down worth it. The depression where I lay in bed and don't eat and don't sleep and tell my friends Im too busy to hang out and hurt myself and lay there and die slowly, not feeling attached to anything, not caring enough to do anything.
But my friends know. My family knows. They want me to stop because the lows get lower and the high has peaked. They want me to take pills and stabilize and be fine. But my highs feel too good to be worth it.
