got victim service recognition payment a few weeks ago

feels really weird to be paid for that. Kinda like being paid off or something. Haven't wanted to spend it at all and just makes me feel gross about having it.

totally different news though My father has been going through his second chemo treatment after being in remission for several years and got good news this morning that the chemo has worked and his cancer has been shrinking due to it and yeah really good news :)