What is your goal in life?

@Beatbox34 Please realize that you can be happy and achieve your dreams. Think positive!🙂

@Carazaa Nah. I am super high now and I don't care.

I don't want to be in pain for an extended period of time. It's a fool's errand.

@Beatbox34 If you numb yourself you will never mature!

@Carazaa I know.

Can I be honest? This is better than self harm.

@Beatbox34 If we deal with our pain and really feel it, process it, then it will go away. You can do it!

@Carazaa I self harmed the other night.

I'm intoxicated. I have a headache but I don't care anymore. I will never be the same anymore.

@Beatbox34 Don't self harm either. Think positive, don't think all or nothing thinking. God says "be thankful for everything". Sometimes our life is hard. But we can learn from it and grow into a better, stronger, and more caring person!

@Carazaa Maybe.

Thank you for being nice to me here. It means a lot to me and I'm grateful for that.

@Beatbox34 You are a great person, please take good care of that body of yours. You can turn this around!

@Beatbox34 Am thinking of some of the wonderful things I would have missed had I not had the last 50 years. The rough and the smooth -- I am grateful for both. I can understand the desire to have the ability to opt out, though.