is it age or alcoholism?

I used to be a spelling maniac. I knew how to spell everything.

now....I am constantly second guessing myself and googling spelling.

the latest was "unapproachable". I got that one on the first try and I am literally shocked. but its an easy one. or should be.

by the way, the title is rhetorical.

I know its most likely due to alcohol thats deteriorating me.

if only every word was spelled phonetically 😭

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KuroNeko · 41-45, F

It really fucks your brain. My dad could barely remember how much time had gone by. By the end of his life he was talking as if me and my sister were still kids.

HellsBelle · 31-35, F

@KuroNeko judging solely by your profile pic.......do you not also have vices like your dad? I gained my dads vices when he died.

KuroNeko · 41-45, F

@HellsBelle Actually, no. I smoke weed very occasionally these days. I'm not reliant on anything. I rarely drink, it just isn't something I would ever allow myself to get into. Don't get me wrong, I have been through terrible times in my life, but I have used his mistakes as a lesson, not something to follow.

HellsBelle · 31-35, F

@KuroNeko YES!!! I love that. I am starting to see that as well. learning what "not" to do

KuroNeko · 41-45, F

@HellsBelle I really hope you can get through this and have a life away from the booze. I have seen it ruin so many lives, it robbed me of my Dad for most of my life. Stay strong and always search for the good things in life, no matter how small. 🤗🙏