Trying to kill time

I drive a truck and i am assigned to a group that requires that i take weekends off but i cannot actually go home. I sit at a truck stop trying to kill time for two days. So i found a game online, it is a multiplayer type of game and i have found something out...i suck at multiplayer games! I think it is because i am not terribly intelligent, in single player games i can set the skill level so that i can at least be competitive but that does not exist in this game i am playing. No fun constantly losing.