It's called a personality disorder

My emotions may seem irrational to you.
Smiling one minute, next crying, followed by as if nothing happened.
Countless days of feeling numb.
Feelings of abandonment and self-harm.

Yeah.. it's all in my head, I'll get over it, you're overreacting.. The words of the "normal".

So here I'll remain, with my emotions bottled up.. Knowing I am the outcast for having a personality that is called a disorder.