Anyone else just super situationally depressed right now?

It’s like everything is going wrong in my life right now. Staying strong but starting to find myself just spontaneously crying because I’m just unsure of the fate of my business.. working to probably get a job somewhere until things get better..but even that’s slow going.. I sent out 12k emails over the past 3 weeks. Not one response, lol silly In the scheme of things but so defeating and obviously a sign I need to find a job.. I have 2 other employees I’ve had to let go. Just sad.. but every day is a new day! Gotta keep truckin. Anyone in the same boat?