I feel really depressed...

And I'm having sucidal thoughts...
This self harm to my forehead has been going on for years... YEARS... I dont know how to stop when It starts...
This is going to be scary for me because I cant keep living like this anymore... its ruining my life. And I dont want to keep living if it's going to be like this...

My birthday is this month...

I will try to make it until then

But I feel so serious about this thought, I dont know who to talk to. Because I dont know what to say about all this...

I am pouring my eyes out. I really dont know how long I'm going to make it... until this ends me in a moment of madness.

I used to be beautiful b4 all this... and I didnt even like myself...

Now I cant even love myself...

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DeWayfarer · 61-69, M

Girl I have seen pictures of you even when you were little. You have posted them remember. You have always been beautiful. Even at your most low.

Don't let others standards of beauty be your standards. Beauty is within and only you can change that.

Yes I know you have been through a lot. Others have been through even more. You can get through this. You have to want to though.

Seek help if you can. Yet know that you are more than wanted.

Hope your birthday on the 28th is totally the best one.

🤗🤗🤗