And I'm having sucidal thoughts... This self harm to my forehead has been going on for years... YEARS... I dont know how to stop when It starts... This is going to be scary for me because I cant keep living like this anymore... its ruining my life. And I dont want to keep living if it's going to be like this...
My birthday is this month...
I will try to make it until then
But I feel so serious about this thought, I dont know who to talk to. Because I dont know what to say about all this...
I am pouring my eyes out. I really dont know how long I'm going to make it... until this ends me in a moment of madness.
I used to be beautiful b4 all this... and I didnt even like myself...
Now I cant even love myself...
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You have not lost anything you can’t recover. It will take some small continual steps to build yourself into someone you can appreciate and actively protect from the self harm that you currently are acting on. You do need help from professionals but if you need a voice to talk to, I am always available for you Em.
