And I'm having sucidal thoughts... This self harm to my forehead has been going on for years... YEARS... I dont know how to stop when It starts... This is going to be scary for me because I cant keep living like this anymore... its ruining my life. And I dont want to keep living if it's going to be like this...
My birthday is this month...
I will try to make it until then
But I feel so serious about this thought, I dont know who to talk to. Because I dont know what to say about all this...
I am pouring my eyes out. I really dont know how long I'm going to make it... until this ends me in a moment of madness.
I used to be beautiful b4 all this... and I didnt even like myself...
Now I cant even love myself...
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Oh honey. Wrapping you up in a huge hug. I use to self harm and I had the same thoughts and even an attempt. I know that right now it’s hard to see past all the thoughts in your head and climbing out of that hole feels impossible. I want you to know there is help and there is hope. Please please,please, right now make a call to the suicide intervention hotline or go to the ER. They can help. It’s really hard I know to take that first step. But you are a precious life and you have hope of so many good things to come. Your life before this moment does not define you. You get to choose What defines you. Fight for yourself. You won’t regret it
